About Me
Adrian. 17. Mexico. Pisces. Idealist.
Happiness is my ultimate goal. I believe in my own beliefs. I want and I’m going to change this world.
…And I swear to God I just spent 10 minutes staring at my screen wondering what the hell I should write next. Omg making an about me is fucking hard. The fuck do you want to know about me omg.
Let’s get to the point: I’m not your average teenager. I love my parents, my siblings, my family; I’ve got high self-esteem; I call friends to those that have something to teach me, I’d rather have somebody intelligent who I can argue with as a friend instead of a dumb one that always supports me; I perfectly know myself, I embrace my qualities and try to fix my flaws, I’m always willing to change and improve for the better as a person; I’m an outgoing and extroverted guy; I can be the sweetest yet the meaniest person you’ll probably meet in your life, I have no fear to hurt anyone’s feelings; I’m not a pawn of society, I have a giant amount of reasons to believe in what I believe in; and my world revolves around optimism, serving others, morals and personal worth.
I’m confused about my sexuality. I would love to just call myself “heterosexual” or “homosexual”, I do, I’m jealous of people that have it that easy. It has nothing to do with fear of rejection or anything. I could easily say I’m bisexual, but I personally believe there’s not such thing, you either prefer pussy or cock, but that’s just me. What do I prefer? neither. I’m not sexually attracted to people. I find girls cuter and I love protecting them, but I also love when guys make me smile everytime. I believe I’ll find my twin flame someday, and I’ll fall deeply in love with that soul whether if it’s inside a male or female body.
I’m single, I’m virgin, and I havn’t even had my first kiss yet. And you know what? I’m not ashamed, not even a bit. I’m fucking proud of it. I don’t have any urge to get a partner, I’m perfectly happy by myself. I refuse to kiss anyone that I have no feelings for, I guess the waiting is only going to make it better. Those kissing bottle games? I hate them. And I plan on staying virgin till marriage. I don’t want to give myself to just anybody, I don’t want anyone to take me for granted, I don’t want to give my intimacy to lots of people, I respect and value myself too much for that; I’m worth much more. Sex is not something you do but something you share. I want it to mean something, I want to have my first and last time with the same person. I just want one, single and only partner for my whole life, make it beautiful, and I have the enough self-control to make that come true.
I like to party, meet new people, and dance my butt off. I’ve never done drugs and I never will. I’m perfectly able to have fun without intoxicating myself. I’d rather stay at home with my family reading a book than to get drunk, inhale substances, grinding and making out with strangers, pretending like I’m having the fun of my life in front of others just to brag about how “crazy” and “badass” I am.
Idioms, videogames, photography, violin, philosophy, books and movies are my passions. I can talk spanish and english, and I’m currently learning french. I’m a fucking videogame freak and I hope I’ll get the chance to find a gamer buddy over here. I want to buy my own DSLR, but my family’s fucking broke so I have to work to bring some food to the table, so it’s going to take quite a long time to get one, patience makes things much better I think. I love violin and piano way too much, they make me shake and smile and sometimes even cry, I’m going to take classes as soon as I can afford them. I’m a person that thinks a lot, questions like “Why?” “What if?” “How about?” are always running through my mind. The only time when I’m not thinking is at my sleep. Mind is one hell of a motherfucker once you learn to control it, that’s why I’m not worried about over-thinking, I have found the perfect balance between thinking and experiencing already. I love reading and my favorite movie is V For Vendetta.
Contrary to popular belief, I believe the key to happinnes has little, if not nothing to do with “how much fun you’re having” “how much you’re living the life”, but rather it is only found within one self and it’s defined by 4 special things. Self-control, how good you are able to control your mind and body, and step back or forward when it’s needed to; Self-respect, how much you value your whole as a person; Self-esteem, how much you praise and feel about yourself; and how much you’re willing and going to give back to others just for the sake of helping.
Before I finish I have something to say. I rarely ever follow back people, sometimes I do things like “Like this and I’ll check out your blog”, just don’t count on it. If you post similar things and your blog catches my eye, or if your personality seems interesting enough, of course I’ll follow you. Looks have nothing to do with it. However, if you are only following me hoping for a follow back, please do youself a favor and unfollow me right now, because let’s be honest, odds are that’s never going to happen. I hid my follower count so I couldn’t care less about who follows me. I don’t blog to impress. I don’t blog for attention. I don’t blog for followers. I blog to express. I blog for myself. I blog for blogging’s sake.
I have to thank you if you actually read all of that. If you’re insterested in knowing me a little more, feel free to talk to me anytime. Please don’t feel intimidated by me. I try to reply back to every message I get and I have never ignored anyone from this site before. I already told you a bit of myself, please let me learn something from you too :)!
